3 years later

So, as you can tell, this blog is a little dusty. The last time I wrote something I was in Japan modeling and having a great time while doing it! Well, it's 3 years and 20 pounds later and I think it's about time I finally do this modeling thing for real!!!! I have finished high school, and I am now a freshman in college. To say the least, I hate college. Honestly, it is the worst. I have never really been a fan of school in general, but college is so much more than that. Lots of writing papers, staying up late, and procrastinating. Needless to say, it has opened my eyes to what is out there for me. I have been told numerous times that if I just set my mind to it and get to where I need to be, that I could easily do this for my career. Being that I want a career in fashion anyways, I think that my best choice right now would be to put my heart into this and give modeling my best shot. Honestly what do I have to lose by trying? Starting tomorrow I am bringing my journey (again) to get in shape and hopefully be able to make it to fashion week in the fall. I estimated about 5 months to lose the weight and get back in the swing of things. By no means will this weight loss/fitness journey be easy, but I am about to give it everything I have left. As of today I have about 20 pounds and 5 inches to lose..... So let's hit it!! Starting tomorrow (because you can't start a diet on a Sunday amirite). I'll be posting my workouts, healthy food ideas, fitspo pictures, and the eight I have lost (I'll be weighing and measuring every few weeks). Hopefully, with the support of my mother -- the only one who knows I am starting this journey again -- I can reach my goal and keep it up! Like I said, I am keeping this on the DL because I have received a lot of negativity about modeling and losing weight in the past. All of the people I talk to about this just tell me that I am already skinny and that I don't need to lose weight. Well people, I am here to say that by no means am I fat, but I am definitely unhealthy. I just want to be the next Kendall Jenner or Gigi Hadid, and that means getting the best and most fit body that I have ever/will ever have. Also, I have been vegan for about 3 months and plan to continue living that way for the rest of my life, so I will be losing this weight the vegan way. If anyone out there has any tips or questions, don't hesitate to contact me!

I plan to post a few times a week, but don't hold me to it. With 3 jobs, school, working out, eating healthy, and maintaining my sanity, I may forget here and there. Just bare with me!

Currently I am doing everything to not have to write a paper that is due tomorrow, so I better go work out now! ;')

XX,
             Sam∞